One way or the other there are some big changes in the wings. I am disinclined to discuss most of them except for those that directly effect my blogs. Blog. Yeah. I deleted the other two. I nearly deleted my google accounts, too… But, I was convinced otherwise. I am simplifying and streamlining the way I interact with the web. That’s probably enough said about that I suppose.
I have some canned RPG posts that will go live every month through February, but I’m not writing any right now. I don’t think there will be another “tesseract” post and as long as I’m not running anything it gets harder and harder to find the motivation to produce for my apparent audience of about two. Roughly. Margin of error plus or minus, uhm, two.
I need to write something that doesn’t feel like wasted effort or busy work. I need this blog to be more than a voice for my inner hibernating hobbyist. I don’t know if that means more Fear Koans or something else, but I have been talking a lot of talk for a long time about fiction.
There’s this: http://nathanrussell.net/naga-demon/ …but, hibernating hobbyist.
Obviously, like every other hack blogger with a minimum level of delusion, there’s this: http://www.nanowrimo.org/ …but, I never freaking finish this stuff.
Beyond a thousand words or so I lose interest entirely. That needs to stop. I talk and I don’t deliver. Then I talk about that. Then I repeat the cycle. ugh. What may end up happening is that I will keep this as my blogging “junk drawer” and an archive of sorts and I’ll start a new blog. I don’t know if a fresh start is what I need or not. Not like I haven’t tried that in the past, too. But, 2012 is going to be a big year for me for a number of reasons. Whether this site reflects that or not is utterly irrelevant in the grander scheme.
I have things to do.
The ninth of next month my new blog will go live.
I can tell the suspense and anticipation is killing the approximately two of you.
I’m a bastard like that.
Dude… I look forward to whatever you got, those some these impending changes worry me. But yeah… Hibernating Hobbyist. Cool term.
Write, write, and write some more. Small chunks. That’s the only way.
yesh. trying very hard.